New Year, New Ideas.
Self-confidence and being comfortable in my body has been something I have struggled with (and still sometimes do) most of my life. This led to a lot of doubt when others would complement me. Were they just trying to get something out of me? The values I was raised in praised modesty to such an extreme that I disassociated with acknowledging my own body beyond basic functions. I often looked at other girls with a bit of awe of how they can just command a room and be so confident every day. I wanted that confidence too!
It took years for me to actually do something about changing my mindset and my view of myself. But I always thought if you’re going to do something, go big or go home. I went big (obviously!).
On a whim, I decided to try something different and out of the box. I booked a boudoir session. Those that know me, know that this is not something I would ever do. Yet here I was- taking a step into something different. I explained to myself that this would mostly be a as a gift for my hubby. It ended up being a gift to myself. This experience, while outside of my comfort zone (because how do I do “confident” and “sexy”?!?) has really changed my mindset of how I view myself. My photographer was very patient and helpful in explaining what she wanted from me for posing (thanks J!). At some point, I switched from being detached to actually being present in the shoot. But I have to say, it was the image reveal that shocked me. I looked so confident in the poses (even though I totally did not feel that way when we were shooting). Was that really me? I looked like that?!?!
In growing to love myself, I also wanted to offer my clients an experience that will help them see their true beauty. While it took some time and planning, I’m so excited to share that I added Love My Body Boudoir to my session menu. These sessions are all about finding and loving yourself. Are you ready for this journey? Click below!
As my business is growing, I am so thankful for the ladies that book with me and are willing to try some crazy (fun) out of the box posing ideas. Check out my faves from a more recent session that really made me giddy with excitement (see the second image). Erikka was such an amazing model for this shoot. Her beauty and confidence really shines through.
